The Parts I Remember
Author: A.K. Mills
Series: None
Genre: Young Adult, Contemporary, Romance
Release Date: March 1, 2013
Publisher: Dark Wolf Publications
Summary:
Welcome to Kelly Rockport’s existence at Haysville University, where responsibility is just an elective. After all, fake IDs, alter egos, and one-night stands are all part of the college experience, right? So what if she blacks out from time to time? Memory is overrated.
When freshman year lasts about as long as a one-night stand and is quickly followed by the Year of the Blackout, Kelly projects junior year to be nothing shy of amazing. But as shots, beer, cocaine and men mesh together in an intoxicating haze, Kelly’s reckless ways get her into serious trouble. The only problem is, she can’t remember what happened.
As she hovers along the edge of consciousness, Kelly forces herself to think past her pain to piece together the shards of her life. This is her story, told in her words: The Parts I Remember.
First Sentence: I remember fireworks, a beautiful display of orange and red sparks flying into the dark sky like sparklers on the Fourth of July, except louder, much louder.
I received a copy of the book from the author in exchange for a honest review. Thank you!
My Review:
What first caught my attention about The Parts I Remember was the fact that the main character’s name was also Kelly and that she appeared to be the complete opposite of me. The summary of The Parts I Remember makes Kelly appear completely reckless and makes her also appear as a person that cares about absolutely nothing. I’m anything but that.
The Parts I Remember tells Kelly Rockport’s story by alternating between flashbacks and then back to present day between chapters. Right from the very beginning, I was immediately pulled in into the story. The first chapter starts with people pulling Kelly out of a car wreckage with her friend Meredith, but we don’t know the details. What had happened? Where and when did it happen? And most importantly, why did it happen? What now?
As my eyes fluttered closed, I tried to think of what was going on and how I’d ended up there, wherever that was.
These are the parts I remember. (3)
The Parts I Remember explores the world of partying – alcohol, drugs, sex, and even an attempted rape. Kelly’s entire narrative was believable – I might not agree with or understand the choices she had made, but I can see why she’s doing the things she does. Reading The Parts I Remember makes me feel glad that I didn’t choose to dorm out of state for college because hey, all the things that had happened to Kelly in The Parts I Remember could really happen to you. You never know, and that’s the scary part.
Before I could chicken out, I placed one finger over my left nostril, inserted the dollar bill into my right, and inhaled deeply.
The powder shot up the dollar bill into my nose and stung a path down the back of my throat. (66)
One thing I must talk about is A.K. Mills’ flawless writing. Her writing makes the book really enjoyable and easy to read; it helps everything flow really well. Her writing is engaging and just pulls you in into the story. I couldn’t put the The Parts I Remember down, her writing prevented me from doing so.
I loved the family dynamics of Kelly’s family because it was relatable. It was also realistic, especially when it comes to Jane, Kelly’s older sister. Like Jane, I would want to think the best about my little sister and be there for her no matter what, even if I have to sacrifice things that are valuable to me. What Jane also said about younger siblings being loved and spoiled more is also true in my case; honestly, my little sister is the spoiled one in my family. Like Kelly, my little sister always gets her way, is never punished, and has fewer restrictions than the older sister, in this case, Jane and I.
When I did wake up, my mom took me to brunch to celebrate my first week of high school life. Jane grumbled that she never got a celebratory lunch and complained that our mother babied me, and that was why I was such a wimp. (23)
One major thing that I wished The Parts I Remember dealt with was the withdrawal symptoms Kelly should have gotten. Kelly drank vodka excessively, so excessively that she disguises vodka as water in water bottles. Not only that, Kelly also smokes and does drugs, specifically cocaine. However, once Kelly was admitted to the hospital and was released somewhat later, there was no mention of her going through any type of withdrawal – she didn’t crave cigarettes, drugs, or alcohol. I highly doubt that hospitals have the medicine to cure Kelly of her alcohol, smoking, and drug addiction in such a short time during her stay.
The ending of The Parts I Remember completely stunned me, shocked me, and probably scarred me for life, all in that order. I desperately wanted Kelly to have a happy ending, but at the same time, I couldn’t help but think that she doesn’t deserve one after everything she has done. The ending conflicted me, made me tear up, and completely broke my heart. It left me wanting some more solid answers, but I have to make do with what I have.
Overall, if you haven’t read The Parts I Remember yet, get yourself a copy, like, now! This book will stun you, disgust you, and make you feel all kinds of emotions.
Scarred you for life? I’m scared to read this now.
Great review!
Yeah, the ending was just whoa. >___< Thank you! (: Kelly recently posted…Debut-a-Thon: Goals + Updates
Good review! This book sounds really interesting with the exploring of alcohol and drugs; I will have to put it on my TBR list. ;)
Thanks! :D
Yay, looks like I’m not the only one interested in reading books about alcohol and drugs. ;D
Kelly recently posted…Debut-a-Thon: Goals + Updates
Ooh – this is right up my alley! I love books like this that can astound you and disgust you and scare you, and they can really happen, and do happen, every day. I have a bit if history myself, not that I am proud of it at all, I wish I didn’t, but I can usually relate to books like this. Thanks for reviewing this, I hadn’t even heard of it!
I love those kind of books too! When I read, I want to feel a variety of emotions, from anger to happiness to disgust and The Parts I Remember did all that.
Ohh, sounds mysterious. ;D
At least you’re better and smarter now from your past experience. o:
And The Parts I Remember is written by an Indie author, which is probably why you’ve never heard of it.
Kelly recently posted…Book Review: Wallbanger – Alice Clayton
About a bad girl, eh? Usually I don’t really like this kind of book, but I have to admit that books like that have deep meaning.
Najwa Shufia recently posted…Another Giveaway by @Cafebiblioart
Yeah, these books usually wake us up from the “Oh, life is fine,” mentality we have, showing us the ugly truths of the world.
Kelly recently posted…Summer Lovin’ Readathon: Day 4 – Tears On My Pillow + Book Spine Poetry
This book sounds good! I don’t read books like that frequently, but I like to read my quota of “realistic ya”, and this book sounds like a great option ( ok, the “scarred for life” scared me lol ).
great review!
This one is definitely realistic Kassi! And the being scarred for life is actually a good thing because it opens up your eyes to the world. ;D
Kelly recently posted…Stacking the Shelves [54]
well I love books realistic and honest, this book is interesting to me because you excel the narrative, I hope to read it soon, looks good, the cover reveals a few things, thanks for the review, I can recommend a book? second chance summer by morgan matson please read it is beautiful ;)
I hope you’ll enjoy this one Dajely; it’s amazing! :D
Ohh, I’ve currently got Second Chance Summer on my shelf. I’ll bump it up on my TBR list then. :P
Kelly recently posted…Top Ten Best Books To Read For Halloween